February 2010
just to be in your presence
i love the simple things you do ,
the way your smile is neverending
the way that you seem to make everything better
the way you scrunch your eyebrows when you are determined.
oh yes , i notice the little things.
in my eyes ,
its what makes you better than everybody else.
but i also hate when we fight
i hate when you say goodbye
i hate that you don’t talk to me.
let me be there ,...
“you’ve given life to everything i do”
January 2010
you and i are still here
God made your fingers
so that they perfectly intertwine with your soul mate.
People spend their entire lives
Looking and looking, just to realize they are too late
My heart melts
When i look into your eyes
A shock goes through my body
I’ve tried to stop so many times
You took me to greater heights
And i got to see your life
The world in a different light
Now im gonna be there in every...
“i can’t live without you boy ,
but i won’t come in second place.”
– -angelica laron
cause baby it's youu
you’re the superman to my loise lane ,
batman to my mary jane,
troy to my gabriella ,
edward to my bella <——— EW
reed richarn to my sue storm,
darcy to my elizabeth .
without you life is like .
a candle without a flame
a day that never ends
a dance without music
and asentencewithoutspace .
you took the air i breathe
i delusional to think you were the one .
to think that you actually cared.
i see you with her and it hurts to see .
it’s alright .
i’ll move on .
but i cant forget our memories.
im not stupid enough to think you’ll come back to me.
but i am stupid enough to care .
i cared and gave everything my all .
just to get nothing in return .
now i have nothing to say to you...
you're the only one i call out to
temptations ,
redemtions ,
condemntion .
i don’t wanna be a fool , but i don’t wanna hold you down .
i’m insecure , you know that. i used to give my all but recently , i see no point .
where did we go wrong . was it something i said . was it something that changed .
i just want you to stay . i want you to love me better .
many times , i’ve felt like giving up . cause...
Listen
“everything becomes more meaningful , if the ones you love is there with you .”
“the thought of moving on is the easiest thing . what you’re leaving behind...”
you figured me out .
you never know what you have until you lose it .
im missing you and everything we used to .
a second chance is all i need , to prove to you , that you mean everything to me .
i’ve let you go once .
i won’t do it ever again .
it hurts to see that you think of me as nothing anymore .
i cant stand to see you with her . giving her all your love .
when it’s supposed to be...
you're upright ? prove it .
when you give me a promise , dont ever break it.
when you say i’m sorry , show me how much .
when you tell me you care , always be there .
when you say i’m the only one , never let go .
when you say that you’ll be there , comfort me in my time of need.
and most of all if you say i love you , mean it and don’t you ever dare go back on it.
i love you
mahal kita
...
cause i can't close my eyes at night .
i hate how you make me feel , each night and day
knowing that i can never make you stay.
i see how you look at her filled with love and desire .
it hurts to know that you dont feel the same way .
im suffocating .
i cant stand it anymore.
we have so much history , is it worth to let that all go ?
cause all even if time heals all wounds , how come i can’t stand to look at you in...
Waiting For You
you live life to the fullest
you laugh , cry , try love and smile
whatever you may want to do
just know i’ll be there every mile .
there’s a dream in all of us
and if it’s meant to be
fate will intervene
just wish and you’ll see.
just like a little kid
we are all a little naive
the only way to grow is
to make mistakes and live
each day , each second
a promise...
today was a fairytale - taylor swift
“sometimes when you fight too hard ,
you forget what you were fighting for in...”
Rainbow - Southborder
this old song is one of my faves <3
Fallin’ out, fallin’ in Nothing’s sure in this world no, no Breakin’ out, breakin’ in Never knowin’ what lies ahead We can really never tell it all no, no, no Say goodbye, say hello To a lover or friend Sometimes we never could understand Why some things begin then just end We can really never tell it all no, no, no But...
without you by my side
i’m suffocating
from all the sadness
without you here
all i feel is emptiness ,
you were the light in my days
the reason there’s meaning to my exsitence
when you left i asked if you’ll come back
cause i dont think i can handle the distance,
what lies behind the smile
is a falterring face
just waiting and waiting
for the end of this chase ,
true love doesn’t have...
“I hold it true, whate’er befall;
I feel it, when I sorrow most;...”